Bye Sugar. I love you.

We had to put down my kitty today.
:'(





I'll miss you kitty.

It's really cold out.

So today, Rachel and I went to return a note we stolw from HIM!

Well, we were returning it to the girl who wrote it. We looked her address up online and planned to just drop it off in her mail box. Simple right? Yeah, no. Her and her entire family were sitting in her front room. Watching T.V. AND US!

So we waved and just kept on walking. We still have to find a way to get it in that mail box. Wish us luck.

<3 Al

I didn't get a laptop. Hayley did. Hello jealousy!

uggghhh.

The sun is shining.
It's Christmas Eve and the sun is shining.
BOOOOOOO!!!

I think I am in need of a Cindy Loo Hoo moment. Ehem.

Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too

Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

Christmas is here
Everywhere, oh
Christmas is here
If you care, oh

If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time

I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love

Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love




Yes Yes indeed. Pip pip. Cheerio. Merry Christmas my chumbly wumblies.

<3 Al

Dear Best friend,

It makes me happy that you and HIM are talking.



Very good news indeed.
Love you! :)

Its always awkward

Hanging out with someone that you never have before.

Keith just left my house. It was weird. We sat in the kitchen with my family. My family is south of normal. They are insane and messed up and awesome. Or at least I think so. He didn't really speak to anyone very much... Well, except Chaz. ;P

He has been asking me to hang out with him for the past few days but I always tell him I cant. It's not that I dont like Keith, he is a good friend. I just dont want to hang out with him alone.

There is one thing that is very disturbing about Keith. He likes Sydney. A lot. Ick.
D:



GUESS WHAT TODAY IS!!!!!!!!!

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




Merry Christmas everybody. :) (Miss Rachel)

Ohhh dear...

I feel like a horrible person.
I should let Hayley read my blog. I read hers all the time but she doesn't know. I dont think I will ever be able to show her my blog willingly. That sounds really awful but still...

I let Ray read it but i feel like thats different. She willingly let me read hers. Hayley hasn't. Ray has always been easier to tell things to. Maybe I just feel like she will keep it a secret. It's not that I dont think Hayley will, I just always kinda feel like she has enough things that she has to hide from everyone. It seems like she has so many secrets. When I first read her blog it was almost like I was reading one form a stranger. Its odd that I feel that way. I hate the feeling that I dont know my best friend as well as I thought I did. She keeps so much inside. It bothers me that she hides so many of her emotions. The day that her and Jesse broke up she was just blank. :/

God, now I feel even worse because I said that about Hay. I love Hay. I do. I just wish she would tell me more.

I never feel like Ray is hiding things. I can always get it out of her if she is.
When I was reading her blog it wasn't like reading a strangers thoughts. It was Rachel. Completely Rachel. Ray has never been able to hide her emotions well so maybe thats why her blog wasn't that much of a surprise to me.







Mannnn. I'm a bad person sometimes.